Disappointment
Realizing that the person you invested years of your time into, your best friend, the person you trust the most and care for more than you do for yourself does not give a rat’s ass about you. I was sad, and then angry, at some point I wondered if my sanity had taken a hit, but now I just feel a shadow of disappointment and heartache. I think my emotional supply got drained and I just cannot seem to care about anything anymore. A drink or 12 would be lovely.
